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Death. It's everywhere. The bleeding red skys to the body covered grounds. I've seen and done so much that I feel no remorse for the corpese by my feet. This war, this battle, weve lost so much for pity rivalrys. "Haha", my laughter rang throughout the battle feild.The laughter has no humor. My voice is wothout any emotion. It's funny seeing the fact that our leaders promised peace, but, look at the decaying flesh of our loved ones. There is no hope, or faith. That's just bullshit they feed you to keep on fighting. Enemy after enemy, I cant tell who is right or wrong anymore or why were still fighting. I'm just waiting for my death in t

looking down at your lifeless body the happy memorys flash before me the smiles the laughs the tears the screams if only you told you me i would've understood i hate myself for not seeing for believing the lies you spit it breaks me for not seeing that your crying in the inside but knowing you you want me to be happy not mourn over your death to not close out my heart its hard its hard not to cry its hard not to run away its hard to see your motionless body right in front of me with that sad happy smile written on your face but during all this i cant help but smile knowing that your looking out for me that you stil

what if i said i hated your kisses would you care what if i said i didnt want your touches would you care what if i said i loathed you would you care what if i said i found another would you care what if i said i need you would you care would you care if i said i loved you?

anger it controls it over takes it impowers it suffacates it is the strongest thing in you and me it makes me want to hurt you but you call me weak but this anger is going to overtake but before you know it your on the ground in your blood people hold me back but i push them away i give you one more swing and now you cant move a limb you look me in the eye but i just glare i give you one more glimpse and speak now whos weak i scowl but before anything else i walk away

i walk along the shoreline watching the sea go back and forth, waiting for it to come to me as it hits my legs i get more happy as the sun sets i see things that i have never expierenced i only wish that this could be my normal routine but it seems this might be my last  as it seems. but i have the sea as my last witness of my life and soul but all i can say is farewell my beloved sea